Cant wait 3 more days !! Mini gathering in Penang....woohooo ! Cant wait ! Cant wait !

- undergroundz -

Went underground at one-u again to play and upgrade my RC car..hehe now its kinda better than what I used to get from the first time I bought it..argh ! @#$%$#$ At least now my steering wheel is much more nicer feel than what I used to have lolz...well it takes time to learn and experience more crazy things...hehe well thats what I have to say for today...

-chillin-

- untitle - *give me a title for this post-discuss it on the chat box lolz *

Just dunno why suddenly I just clicked Microsoft Word and started typing all this stuff..haha..Lolz this is like the first draft..will continue when I wake up tomorrow lolz ...haha...excuse me for those grammar mistakes !

*left ear whisper* :

Er !! Ivan have you ever wonder why you can get a girlfriend ? You are sometimes just to stupid to own one..go have your own life and get more chiqz in the club. Go I’m sure you will hook at least one when you see some of them dancing on the podium. Just dance around them and trust me they will come and then you can do your part.. you know what I mean ? Can you remember those times where you were sitting down on the table with a bottle of Chivas and that hottie with the tight top and mini skirt walking pass you and gave you that “bitchy” stare ? You like it huh ? At times you need to be smart in doing things…use your brains when you see and do things. Trust me no one will know what is in your head except me. Give it a try and you will love it. Forget what is beside you, just do whatever you want. Enjoy life to the max before something happen and there you go. Money is everything just everything, once you catch it that’s it , no need to work anymore…free flow all night long, girls will come automatically, no worries all year . Fun and money comes in a package, when you have money fun will automatically come .So when you going to spend me Ivan ? I’m here all day long.. I’m bored come la to my place and chill, free flow all night. My place is better than any other thing you can think of in this world eh…chicks are like full, just give me a ring and I will be there anytime aight !

*right ear whisper* :

-to be continue..sleepy already-

- woohoo -

-Imagine this with bright pink colour...YEAH ! -

What a Christmas man ! Well actually Christmas Eve was as interesting as today...lolz I spend my Christmas Eve in church party..at a church member's house near Sri Aman school...memories...*those times*...moving on...well we really having fun in the party..and laughing and shouting...woohoo ! That was Christmas Eve lah...

Today ! Christmas Day ! Jesus was born ! He is RISEN ! Well spend my whole morning in church till like 2 pm something then I went lunch with my family...finally parents is back..they bought 2 BAILEYS & a bottle of MALIBU for me from the airport...woohooo ! Then after lunch I came home took a nap till like 6pm and my mini friend(uncle) woke me up ask me play RC car with him..at one-u(UNDERGROUND)..I went there ...set up and played with my Pink Cooper-S till like 10 something 11 then went Jalan 222 and yam char with them talk talk about upgrading my RC Pink Cooper-S..etc and came home ...online and update this thingi..well really had a great time with my friends yesterday and today !

- slowly fade to black -

- not bad huh ? -

Today and yesterday( Thursday ) was not bad...On Thursday which is yesterday was great..went Maison again...I guess its the last time Im going there in this year because its kinda like too often I go there chill and dance already,have to take a break from clubbing..hehe..It wasnt that packed compared to last few Thursday I went..as usual dance and sweat..Came home tired and all..went to bed straight..

Today was alright ! I stayed at home for the whole morning and afternoon doing house work like cleaning my toilet,packing my cupboard(it was like really messy) packing up my house before parents come home..then went out for dinner with grandma at Tmn Megah and then fetch my brother home from Glad Tidings and went Mini convoy again..Wow 0.o this week like I went 3 times mini convoy around K.L and Hartamas with my mini members (those uncles),it was fun though driving around K.L and looking and enjoy the night life in K.L,Friday is the best day to drive around because its like happy hours everywhere...normally go rounding around Beach Club,Ruums,Thai Club then go Sungai Wang and then test out car from LDP Bangsar to Hartamas and then usually chill at Uncle Don..hehe then come home and ZzZzzZz.It was not a bad day compared to last few days cause its like totally bored and rotting at home..Parents coming back on Sunday already..cant wait for my Malibu they are bringing home from the airport .

Christmas is like round the corner and its so fast end of the year 2006 already.,cant wait for a new year 2007..everything will be new..Im getting old already =( every year is like moving so fast and I guess I will have to face more exciting things will come as year goes by. Cant wait to face new stuff and learn more from my experience that I have went thru.

-peace out-

- boring day -

everyday for me is a new day..just signed up for this Mini Convoy 2006 to Penang on the 31 December 2006-1st January 2007...about 100 over cars going up to Penang to talk and chat...Heard that those organizers going to set a new Malaysian Record...the longest Mini Convoy from Penang south to North Penang (around the island),cant wait to go man...hehe..Tomorrow alot of people is going to Maison...every Thursday is about clubbing..sien already go like 3 Thursday in a row already..lolz..well lolz have to like pull hand-brake for a while before I get like edited to clubbing lolz ...

- explain -

WHY PEOPLE CAN GET WHAT THEY WANT AND I CANT ?

Yesterday night was ok..we performed for Tropicana High School Prom 2006. It was awesome...met some of my friends. Everybody went crazy and wild. It was really tired by the time I reach home it was like 4am and I remember I left house at 2pm to pick up those stuff and went to the ballroom for sound check . I guess I wanna thank Nick and Andrew for putting up a great performance with the band..This is out first prom performance...well thats kinda like the summary of yesterday

-peace out-

- speechless -

*@^!F#&$ Forget It , I think and feel that the holding on feeling is fading and Im nothing to already,everday you get calls from your friends,fine I know Im not your boyfriend, I have already told you how you can solve it,but I dont know if you listen or not or its just wasting my saliva to advise you from my point of view. Nobody is perfect in this world,Im not only the one you can depend on,I believe there are many. You said you are trying your best to spend time with me and your friends & family but I dont feel that. I admit that I ask for alot of things and it can give and alot of pressure.Seriously I have to admit that you are sweet and a nice person,I just dont know how to express it at times where I need you to be there but you are busy.You said let see in 6 months down the road and see how things goes,well I guess and can assume you ll probably leave me by the side by then and be with another person already.Right now nothing in this world can express what Im feeling,thats why Im writing this. Its always tomorrow and later. "Dear,I will talk to you later/tomorrow okay ?" Isnt that sounds familiar ? So when does the tomorrow end ? At times I just gave up.Im not sure I will regret or not and Im not sure if Im going to do so.Yea. Im really sorry for those times where those words/things I have said and done make you feel uncomfortable and sad.Yes Im sorry.

-white screen slowly fading to black-

- boring day -

Thanks Jean-myn for Trixie..she is really small and cute..awwww...Today-nothing much stay at home whole day later...going jamming at 6 and tonight stay at home cause tomorrow I wanna go Maison chill out and Saturday there is this Maison thingi.Well I wanna write a cantonese rap and I dont know how to post it up here...

*[-sgnileef-] (<----)*

I seriously dont wannt type this,dont know what to type seriously I dont.I just dont know..if you are serious about this,but I tell you from my heart..If you are not that serious please dont start it and hurt me later on. Maybe its real or maybe its fake..but I leave it to time to take over and prove and see how things goes. Its not easy to trust and put something inside ur heart. I might be emo yeah ! but it has nothing got to do with anybody else. What I feel I will just type it out and I dont give a f*** about it. I dont care what people think about me and I dont wanna think what people think about me . At times you make me think and wonder whats going on with u , I really dont know and I cant afford to think so much because Im a pessismist. Sometimes I want it and sometimes I just dont know why the f*** I feeling this way. I wish that you are always here with me to tell me how much you want me . Everyday/night before I sleep I look at my phone, there is no call or message from you. I want to talk to you but I dont dare to disturb you because you will be really really pissed when you are sleeping and someone is disturbing you. I seriously dont know . I don't know ! I don't know ! I don't know !

-endz-

-10th December 2006 Mini Convoy to Tanjung Sepat pictures-

- nothing -

Everything that I have inside my heart can only be explain thru typing or writing..nothing seriously nothing and no one can ever know what I feel deep inside. Im who Im today. I dont live because of anyone. God created me his own image and Im made in HEAVEN. God send me to earth to accomplish my goals and objectives and when the time comes he will take me home when I have finish everything. I know I will face alot of difficulties and distraction in life...because life is not just so easy..I have gone thru many shit and experience in everything argh ! But I cannot say everything because there are many many more things I have not seen and do yet. Learn as you live. Dont waste time because time is precious and make use of it wisely. Everyday I different feelings and thoughts affect my life but I just leave it aside and pray to GOD. I dont care what I have done in the past..I wanna move on and Im moving on. I wanna rest already ler,sorry for "potong streaming* I feel alright and Im trying to chill. Good night .

*yay tomorrow got mini convoy,I will take some pictures and post it here*

-PEACE OUT-

- unexplainable -

*This is what I feel now and this song just expain everything I feel*

All I Have To Give

I don't know what he does to make you cry

but I'll be there to make you smile

I don't have a fancy car

to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles

I don't care if he buys you nice things

Does his gifts come from the heart ? - I don't know...

But if you were my girl...

I'd make it so we'd never be apart

Chorus

But my love is all I have to give

Without you I don't think I can live

I wish I could give the world to you... but

Love is all I have to give

When you talk, does it seem like he's not

even listening to a word you say ?

That's ok babe, just tell me your problems

I'll try my best to kiss them all away...

Does he leave when you need him the most?

Does his friends get all your time ?

Baby please, I'm on my knees

praying for the day that you'll be mine !!

Bridge

To you... Hey girl, I don't want you to cry no more - inside

All the money in the world could never add up to the love

I have inside...

I love you

And I will give it to you

All I can give, all I can give

Everything I have is for you

But love is all I have to give

But my love is all I have to give

without you I don't think I can live

I wish I could give the world to you... but

Love is all I have to give to you

*PINK MINI IS WHAT I THINK ABOUT EVERDAY*

* Sweet and lovely * *Blue and Juicy *

-the world-

Everyday is a day,every year is a year,everyday I see people cry,every year I see people die,everyday I see people get hurt,everday I see things which I dont wanna see..what is wrong ? why things cant just be alright ? Its always girls who's heart is broken..whats wrong? Why must girl deserve all this shit ? Why ?

-to be continue-

Mah Day

*My car is black listed already because I was drifting on the 5th floor car park in One Utama..lolz*

Today = *sien* lar....whole day went out lolz ..since morning like my friend and I,went jogging at Tmn Tun Park (the lake one)..then went for breakfast and then went home take bath .I took a short nap then went One Utama to catch a movie ( Deja Vu)..it was nice though..I love action movies...after that I came home and have to fetch my brother from Hartamas...cause they were chilling at their friend's place. After that I had mah dinner at home..mummy made super delicious chicken rice...after that I went chilling with friend for a while and then went with my friend to fix HID into his myvi...then I came online and going to bed soon...lolz ...tomorrow no plans...but FOR SURE I WILL BE CHILLING AT MAISON AT NIGHT...R N B NIGHT !

-peace out-

-feeling today-

feeling tired and sleepy...well not that tired though..just came back from Hartamas with friends...love Malibu...kinda addicted to it edi...hehe...well Baileys and Jack Daniel is better..keke..Im addicted to Maison also (mah house)...Just cant forget the R&B songs they mix there...wanna go there like every Thursday edi! Oh Yea,Nick still have like 1/4 bottle there...I want my GTO ! I wanna drive my GTO out for clubbing...wooohooo..cant wait till I cant drive it..aiks but dunno when will that be...anyway Im happy already lar..since I drive a Mini and its under my name...hehe...well I wanna go bed d loh...
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What I did whole day ?
1. (morning) went and renew my license and road-tax
2. (afternoon) fetch brother to Tropicana
3. (late evening) went College to watch senior's peformance
4. (after dinner) went Hartamas to yam char

-fame-

what do you get when you are famous ? fame fame fame ? what do you feel when you are famous and everyone get close you...Is fame the number 1 thing in life ? Fame = Money ? Why is there so many people who wanna be famous ? So what if you are famous and everyone is like ur number 1 fan ? Can anyone let me know what is there to be famous about ? So what if you are famous ? I know how it feels when you are famous..nothing to say..thats it...

*just feel like talking about being famous and fame !!

[Part 4 ( Poem or Rap ?) ]

What am I doing, you dont need to know,
Because break dancing fills up my soul,
Lil' Jon has the beat make ya booty "GO",
I will show you what I have,check it out "YO" !

What can myself do when I have been attacked?
What do you want me to do when chemical react,
Whatever you do I will always respect ,
Slap and push me away ,dont ever do that.

Why is there plants and animal ?
To let them screw up our nice jungle ?
Don't get drunk and start to mumble,
Because nothing you have can be recycle.

Im living in this world is it just by luck ?
Or just live in this world eat and sleep,what da fuck?
Treating me like that I feel damn freaking suck,

~to be continue-

-its all the same shyt-

Today was okay...everything is pretty fine after my finals and now I’m on holiday..lolz I don’t have to repeat that..well kinda tired of listening to relationship stuff like how people tell me they are hurt after breaking up with thier boyfriend/girlfriend..to me all these is total bullshit....what is that to mess up when you are in a damn relationship ? why is everything that includes friend around me have problem with their family and boyfriend/girlfriend ? what is wrong with love ? come on tell me..well I have heard enough of these..just wanna chill and wait for the right one to come..God knows when his time come…anyway kinda tired…and for those who are having SPM..all the best only like few more papers then *freedom* already…


-peace out-

LAST DAY ! SEM 4

Yay ! Today is the day of my 4th Semester ! I'm so happy cause its like we put in all the hard work and effort and its like the last day. Well yesterday was a shity day. Everything was like so stress and messy. Argh ! We didnt get to perform in CHS prom because of some problems in the comittee and all crap rubbish they gave us. Well forget it..its the past...Move on ! What am I going to do during the holiday ? Tak kan everyday chill kan ?

-peace out-