*~ I-vAn ~*: March 2007

Moved from Friendster to HERE !

*Memories of the past*

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today

Today was okay..we had Bernard'd class..then Omnium..Bernard was the director of Gol and Gincu tv series..hehe..It was really cool he said that for midterm we can act and direct one another in class and for our finals we can do a 10 min short scene ..where we can direct and act in the film ! woohoo ! This semester is going to be a really packed semester..haihz..I have so many practical classes..I have Theatre project with Puay Tin and Mark Teh..we are creating a short play less than 30 minutes.We had to do it from the scratch and then we rehearse and perform it..at high school..what the heck man ! I have so many assignments and research to do and hand-in next week ! I guess this is life..its never easy and chilling..I mean there is, but there are always struggles and ups and downs.I really like music and dance..we had to learn all the old musical theatre composers and do research..This semester will be a challenging semester..its no more so chilling and playing..hehe...I guess its all I have to say for today..life is always like that ...

-chill-

dot dot dot

Emo...emo emo emo...past ruins my life...past hurting me ...I left bleeding since I found out that your ex was the cause of this explosion..Im lost and hurt...please help me ...SOS ! Help me...why...why ...why ?

Woohoo ! Eye on Malaysia !

On Saturday I went to the Eye On Malaysia with church college cell group..it was really fun going out with you guys cause you guys are full of happiness and fun..We met at youth church at about 6pm then we drove slowly down to K.L and then we went looking for food to eat ! Argh no food stalls only have like small little snacks stall and drinks cafe only..Well I had fun riding on the ferris wheel..its kinda like my first time..bit scarry but then after a round you will get used to it..after that we went to William at Taman Mayang for dinner...the food there is yummy but of course its not as nice as his brother..(Murni!!!).As for me I had a great day on Saturday..thank you guys !

Here are some pictures I took ! hehe..

Mr Bean Holiday !

Today I watch Mr Bean Holiday it was really funny...stupid I realize this show didnt have much dialogue..and subtitle..well anyway didnt regret watching this show...yay and my car is there..Mr Bean makes my car (Mini Cooper Austin) famous..hehe..well I had a nice day going out and having fun..Well Monday school is starting already...I wanna go school ..miss school(college) lolz ..Well time will take me away from my past and worries !

-chill out-

-not going to recover-

Today...I woke up at about 7 am...have to go to church to play guitar in the worship team..well it was a ok day..tired but ok ler ...bored at times..no one to talk to at times..well I fixed and see what I have to do to my car..thats it ..no friend,no love ones..no money...only have my car left..with an empty heart..Ate curry chicken with rice for dinner..thanks mummy I love your dishes..Everyday to me now is just time to fill my heart and I wanna forget what you have made and hurt me so much ...I could never believe a girl can do such a thing to me..girls come girls go ..I believe there will be someone who comes in my life and fill in and be my future wife one day..I dont wanna try or look for the one anymore..I guess she will come and I dont know when..why are girls so bad at times? why are they so evil ? why are they so self-centered? why they just want everthing they wanted and dont care about what I feel ? Are we like fcuking dogs or toys for you to play and throw away ? Please I dont wanna think about fcuking relationship anymore..I had enough of everything of everything in a relationship I have experience shit who no one can ever explain this.Time please come in and take me away from this..I dont wanna hear and feel this anymore..I wanna move on..you left me dying by this corner..you slice partly of my lungs and its bleeding slowly and blood is dripping slowly..Im crawling with this injury..I wanna stand up and walk away..and leave everything behind...I have learn alot..why you have to do this to me ? I will never turn back..Im heading forward and running away...take me away from this empty place..I dont want to hear any thing from you...

*god knows everything thats within..........dot dot dot....*

-eyes closed and fall asleep-

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Bangkok Trip !

It was a great holiday spending and having fun..chilling out with Nick.D and his mum in Bangkok...we had fun chilling and drinking..socializing lolz..we went visiting the King's palace...everybody in Thailand is crazy about their king..crazy seriously love their king so much..by wearing those yellow shirt with a logo representing their king..well thats the king..next we went shopping...OMG ! its the best place for a shopaholic like me to shop..seriously..everything is like so darn ..cheap..can you imagine ...jean selling in Malaysia is like RM79.90 and its like RM51 for 2 pairs of them ? Shirts for only RM8...seriously ..its the best place to shop..well I have a great time and holiday from all those stress that I was having in college and relationship..now its a new start..here are some pictures...lolz

Air Asia plane...well its not that nice comfortable to MAS ! lolz

Looking at the clouds...thinking about the past *flashback*

*thinking about you*

Night bazaar was a crazyplace..we wanted to ride on it..but too bad we cant carry any beverages or food there..so we didnt try..I wanna try the Malaysian one...