whats going on,tell me whats going on ?

at times I dont know whats in ur mind and what are you feeling, I know its hard at this point ,confuse and thinking about alot of stuff in the future or the past, I want you to focus on ur study and get good result and be what you want to be in the future, I will be back home in 8 months and start working and doing what I like which I myself will get involve around the car industry and will be doing part time modelling, I maybe like a pest to you messaging you and kinda sometimes bothering you when you are busy but I really do care for you alot , you have said many things to me ,Im sweet but Im sure you want to get to know me more and more, I hope by the time I come home you will know alot about me already and I hope that you will slowly open more towards me and we can be really close buddies, the past is the past and I have already make my choice to move on, I hope that you will too,the past can be hurtful and unforgiveable but I pray and hope that you will ...move on and do what you are suppose to do, time flies like what I have said, 8 months will be really quick and I hope that we will be closer and closer by then knowing every thing that you want to know and I knowing everything that I want to know about you. Let me know if Im bothering you too often and when u need to study do let me know . Take-care and hugs..xoxo

love:
IVAN